Thursday, November 12, 2009
it's been a while, seriously. this will be my comeback. i feel that sometimes blogging is when you can release everything that u want to say that u will normally not say to anyone. so it's kinda like a dairy, in a way. this year for me has been quite a tough year. usually after the final exam, people will be happy but for me things are different. im so worry about everything that could possibly ruin my career pathway. now, here is the story.
in the beginning of this year, i went oversea for study purpose. it's suppose to be fun and awesome but it turned out to be a tough experience. at the first place i stayed at, i couldn't concentrate at all, i was worried about this and that. the landlady was a bit crazy, i don't know how to explain but i just thought that she is. in that house, that was when things started to fall apart and worries started to pile up. so i knew that i had to move and so i did move to a place nearer to school. in the new house, the landlord wasn't that good and im not just saying it. i know i shouldn't be demanding but how the heck can you even concentrate doing what you want to do. it's just not the right mood in the right place. after so many months of living there i move again. the school didn't want to let me move when i first complained but my last complained worked. so i say bye bye to that house and hello new house. i thought the new house wouldn't be that good but it turned out to be not just good but AWESOME! this house just gave me the feeling of a real house (like my real home). even though i got into a good place with the right mood but it was already too late. ive missed out things in the past 8 months (note that i moved in september). couldn't really catch up everything that i missed. then 1 month later, school exam then 2 weeks later final exam. it was too late (that's what i thought). i didn't want to tell my dad that it's because of the houses ive been living in didn't give me the mood to settle down. that's just a pathetic excuse, who would freaking believe that. -_- now i feel like im the one who is letting my family down and also an embarrassment to them all. i feel like im so unlucky that i moved in to not the right house in the first place and then the second place. maybe it's a challenge from god, i don't know. i just want god to lead me the right way even though if it's another challenge that i will face but i know he will face it with me till the very end. all i need is another chance, an opportunity that will be given to me. {Lord, i pray that everything will be alright because we're protected by you and you prepared out future. we are all created for a purpose and i believe that everyone of us will do right. we will be blessed by u even when we're going through a tough time. i believe in the end there will be a happy ending to every single person. I pray in the mighty name of the lord, AMEN}
Javi being me
at 5:21 AM
you are not worth my time
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Javi being me
at 5:32 PM
you are not worth my time
Friday, June 26, 2009
WOW!!! it really has been a while since i last blogged. Well, today's topic is going to be short. it's about exams! This morning i had my first exam paper, which is my english paper. let's say it's not that hard and not that easy. i predicted that i was going to finish my paper before time's up but my prediction was wrong. hehe... then after exam i did not want to blab about it so i marched straight to the library to prepare for my upcoming exams. (did i mention that i have chemistry and applicable math exams on monday?) it's horrible!!! two papers on one day. r u kidding me? it's soo not cool! haha, since when studying has been in the ''cool'' factor, never. sigh! when i was in the library, i saw a math lecturer and damn, the queeu was quite long.(when i say quite long, i mean 3 person waiting only, haha) i went into the queeu and guess what? when it was going to be my turn, two ladies wanted to cut my queeu. lady number one asked me to let her ask that lecturer just 1 question. (i see lady number 1 almost everyday in the library, when im photocopying, she asked me to let her photocopy first which i did) but this time it's different. i couldn't take it anymore so i said ''sorry, u gotta wait for ur turn'' then she yack and yack with all her excuses ''pls, i just have 1 question and i have an exam later on'' i said ok to her but in the end i did not let her go first. that's how evil i am. sigh.... life is rough! hahahahahaha! when i was walking home from school, it rained (how pathetic). i stood under the branches of the tree and hoping that lightining won't strike. hahahahaha! it was funny. then i was talking to myself like a lunatic (oh goodness). i think im going crazy. hahaha! well, i gotta go now, get ready to go to cell tonight. cya!
Javi being me
at 2:54 AM
you are not worth my time
Sunday, May 25, 2008
ok... this will be my second post!!! i noe, only the second post?
let's start my story from 12am on the 27th of march 2008.
at 12am, i was wondering up and down the hill, cuz i forgot to bring my key that opens my front door and i was thinking of how to get in the house. then finally, i gave up then i went to my grandparent's house. my cousin's were there wondering what i was doing. HAHA,suckers. so, i was convinced to sleep at my grandparent's house.
Javi being me
at 12:07 PM
you are not worth my time
My account was created last year but this blog is going to be my first blog =)obviously, i was lazy to write a diary here. u noe y? it is bcuz u have to turn on ur compt first then click the internet thingy then type the url then sign in then click here and there then type then post then log out then turn off compt. it's hard u noe? it takes time and energy! haha, my first paragraph sounds crappy! I.K.R
ok... im going to start my story with something interesting... 'The Alarm Clock'. To me, it is the most annoying thing in the whole wide world! i don noe about u're alarm clock but my alarm clock makes the most irritating sound! do u noe how many alarms i have? i have 5 =) pretty cool eh? the reason to that is because i always turn off the first 4 alarms 4 of them are electronic but 1 of them is not electronic, it's my mum. hehe.
ok... enough about alarm clocks.
i got up, made my bed then took off. when i arrived at school, i walked to class. biology class was my favourite for today. we've got ms. wolley, she was so damn funny! especially when she talked about the hybrid... haahhaa!!! it has a body of a cow and a head of a deer! she said, 'what's that animal? big body and small head?' HAHA!!! i was laughing out loud, not only me, the whole class was laughing. sadly, no one's head fell off...
OMG!!! i'll stop here! i have to finish my homework or else my teacher will kill me, leterally! if u found a dead body, please sue my teacher. joke! if u wana sue, sue the people next to me. those people SCRATCH me almost everyday. i'm already skinless! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! AMBULANCE please... call 911, wait tats the phone number of the police station ryte? dial tat number too, to put them in jail. ok seriously! i have to go!!!
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SOYA-NARA!!! get it?
Javi being me
at 12:02 PM
you are not worth my time
